kellaaayy!

isn't it just amazing how your brain functions? i mean, it automatically tells your body what it needs and wants to do and that information travels to the rest of your body at like the speed of light. and how each little crumb fits into another crumb. or maybe it doesn't. that's another thing that your brain does. It makes decisions. It's like the president to a country, or a flash drive that stores everything. Like a computer drive to a monitor. it controls // everything. // Like, right now, tell yourself to put your hand out to the right. you did it! also: how does your brain develop layers of complexity. like what we're studying. depth and complexity. exactly how far in depth and complexity can your brain go? when does it get to a point where it just doesn't click anymore?

another mind-boggling topic: dreams. I wish there was a job called a dreamologist or someody who studies dreams. that would be my favorite job. woah. how does that even work? you go to sleep, and then another world comes and possesses your mind. and how your mind automatically starts to forget the dream when you wake up, so you don't confuse it with real life. but the biggest question is: how do you get a certain dream? there is no way anbody can predict your dream or know what will happen it it or how it will impact the next day. sometimes when i go to sleep i think i am going to have a big dream about something, but it ends up being about something weird and unexpected or not having any dream at all. it's very peculiar. also, I've noticed that some dreams stick in my head for longer than others, an I remember them better over longer periods of time. having a dream is just like watching a movie. except you can't feel yourself sitting on the couch or really "watch" it with eyes. a dream is like a movie in your head, you watch and hear and smell and taste and feel in there. that's why it makes no sense at all when people say "somebody pinch me so I know this isn't a dream". because you already // know // when something isn't a dream because you just do. look around right now. you know that this isn't a dream. you just do. but when you are actually // experiencing // a dream, your mind doesn't think about whether or not you are having a dream. you can only watch it without pause or play.

dreams never make sense. they make sense when you watch them, but when you wake up they seem odd and misplaced. do you UNDERSTAND? it is just the most interesting thing that one can think about

well now this page is pretty dull after i just deleted all of my precious videos and blurbs. *sigh of sadness* i miss school.

however the 4 things that i just could not delete are my superbowl commercial, my weem-a-wack (lion sleeps tonight) vid, and my lullabies. now, // you // may be sick of these things, but i will keep them for // me //. they are calming to me and i must have them on my page. that's probably not allowed. but i guess it's ok for now.

LALALALALAAAAA!!!! get out of my head, i'm listening to my ipod

hah! i finally got on!!!! that's because i'm using a different computer.

GREEN IS THE BESTEST COLOR!!!!

BULLDOZED (-: